It's All My Fault

It's all my fault--
I did it again
Yes, the selfish b***h that I am
Self-centered and sensitive

Wish I could go back in time
Push a button that reads rewind,
Pause and click the scenes that needed fixing,
Cause not all the crying and kicking
Will do

I never showed enough care,
I ruined it like a tear
Slowly, getting bigger and wider
Saying it's not my fault won't make this load lighter

You put up with me and all my s**t,
All the things with my exes and the whole bit,
You probably wished I could just shut up about it,
But no, I wouldn't keep quiet

Everyday you spent time with me and my friends,
Not once did I go to the other end,
With you and your nicer group of people,
The ones who weren't judgmental,
I really like them, yes I do
More than you knew
What can I do to prove?
I made you feel uncomfortable, on the outside
They said they liked you a lot, they didn't lie

When I was sick, coughing and sniffling
I had you come to do all the kissing
And there you went, got the same flu,
And there was nothing I could do

I was selfish and if I could ever get you back,
I would reverse all those things I lacked