Maybe

for Resist enjoy :)

Maybe it was real in the beginning

Maybe you actually did care about me

since you did all of those sweet things

and you seemed like you really cared

It isn't your fault

maybe you just don't understand these feelings that I feel

but I know you're not an idiot

which is why I'm a bit skeptical

I really do love you 

but I want to trust you with all my heart

I hate it when I have bad thoughts about you

cause I know that you aren't like that

you may just be overly busy

and I may be too desperate

but I don't know how to do this right

since you are my first

I am sorry if I seem to desperate

or if I text you too much

but I wouldn't do it as much if I saw you again

and this is our our only way to communicate

I want to always talk to you

but I don't want to seem to desperate

I will back off some more if that is what you want

but know this

I am hurting because I love you

Author's Note

so yeah please don't laugh

Reviews

[Charlotte Haran]

I like how you've literally written your feelings without hiding behind metaphors or oxymorons! I'm sure alot of people would be able to relate to this, which I believe is one of the key skills to writing.

[Owlgirl]

I love the emotion you put into the poem! I have definetly had that emotion before. Well written and the main character should just be themself and then, hopefully and probobly, the outlook will brighten.