delirious

a poem about how i feel. its confusing to be honest but i guess i'm just a mixed-up kind of girl lol

It’s weird, you know

These feelings that… I feel in my heart

 

One minute.. I’m soaring in the clouds

Happy as can be

And then I’m crying in the corner

Kind of unstable, you can see

 

I feel like running a thousand miles

And then I just lay down and sleep

Depression is taking over.. I think

It’s trying to creep

 

I feel like helping all the souls

That I feel really need the help

And then I stab a helpless human

And probably I’d go to jail

 

I’m kinda mixed with my emotions

Kinda driving me insane

Got this weird feeling in my heart

Got this weird feeling in my brain

 

And see, the only thing keeping me sane

Is nothing

I know it don’t really make sense

But to me… nothing… is something

 

See, some people call it lazy

But you just don’t understand

That part of me, don’t want to live

And part of me just needs a friend

 

Really, I just don’t get it

I’m actually truly kinda scared

See, part of me is like a dream

And then the other, like a dare

 

I know I’ll pick the good side

But the urge is very strong

And as I’m writing this

I wonder will it be my last song

 

And as I read this

I wonder if there’s anyone who cares

And guess the point I’m trying to make

Is that life… is just not fair

Author's Note

plz comment and stuff lol hope you enjoy!!