Take Me Home

Often, I wonder, what this is all worth

What meaning embraces this life I've spent

Time it lapses and feelings no more

All collapses and falls at my door

If all I can see is all that can last

For what purpose has our time passed?

Together we stand at this golden door

"Eternal Bliss," the sign says, "But No More!"

Eternally seeking and judging these faces

Pleading and feeding my hungering graces

The truth which is, my life's many struggles

All of which, I have myself to blame for

No other can see it, no other will e'er know

The frustrating torments surrounding my soul

The meanings are more mysterious than they

You all will never understand anything

What humbles, what pridens, what makes you unwanted

The feelings the trials and through all you are going

Emptiness, the weight, I fall at your feet

Begging and screaming that you forgive me

Full of anger, these feelings of rage

When you stand by me they all fall away