why?

RIght now, this pain i feel,

it just wont seem to heal

i feel a great anger toward her

but she did nothing for this to occur.

 

I also feel down

like abird that fell to the ground.

i want to cry.

but i have to hold it inside.

 

i used to feel happy and glad

but now im just sad

i dont understand how this can be

why wont i let myself be?

 

I feel week

but theres no where to seek

shelter or help

oh why cant you tell?

 

its because i try so hard to keep it inside

like how a person hides his frear on his very first dive

i cant feel happyness or joy

for i am just a lonly boy.

 

who can not find love

happyness

or a carring hand.

to make him feel grand.