The White Light is Better Than Drugs

The White Light is Better Than Drugs

A Poem by fkngod
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written during a psychotic manic episode (2013)

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I am a f*****g god.
Your life is in my hands.
Your death is at my fingertips.
Youre f*****g nothing.
Just a bug to be swatted away.
Annoying.
Unwelcome.
Lucky I cant be bothered to squash you.
You have no idea of my power.
I hide in plain sight.
I look like you.
I act like you.
But I am not like you.
I am special.
I am everything.
You will never know.
I can do anything.
I am filled with white light.
I am bliss.
I cry tears of perfection.
My breath keeps the world turning.
You will never feel this.
You cant imagine this.
You cant handle this.
It is mine.
I will not share.
I alone experience ecstasy.
You arent worthy to bow before me.
I am a f*****g god.

© 2017 fkngod


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Reminds me of a piece of one of my stories. "You will just be another victim to an apex predator that resides far above you on the food chain. A fawn...in the jaws of a lion." I can certainly did it. Praise God haha

Posted 7 Years Ago



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Added on May 10, 2017
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Tags: bipolar, mania, psychosis, mental illness, mental illness awareness

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