list of todays

A Story by fitz Roberts

The days doesn't matter anymore even if today is the best day of my life.i guess that sounds weird in statement but let me tell you my story and you'll understand.well maybe you'll understand I still don't.
6am always the day begins at 6 am shoot me now , I don't know what this means maybe you can shed some light on it. well if any one ever gets to read these notes.let me just tell you about my day then maybe it'll make sense.
It starts at 6 am as always who knows why maybe it just because that's the time I woke up.car alarm is going off outside like always Mr Johnsons ferrari has an overly sensitive alarm and a s****y paint job.sorry for sour mood I'm not such morning person.same thing every morning some times I remember sometimes I don't that this has all happened before.
It's hard to decipher through the morning time grog,"rob rob are you up " called my little brother rick."yah dill hole I'm up" "moooooom rob called me a dillhole". "Snitch " I muttered as I walked by his room to the bathroom.i love little brother but I still have to be a jerk to him it's in the handbook plus they'd think something was wrong if I didnt.
"one two three" he held his finger up as his mom called "breakfast " he finished brushing his teeth and teasing his hair.he walked out of the bathroom steam still following him from the shower.rick came out of his room on schedule rob kicked ricks baseball and glove from the stairs."pick up your stuff punk " he said as rubbing ricks head when he walked by."quit being a weirdo rob."
He laughed as he walked down the stairs after him.see what I'm talking about that's brotherly love .his mom stood in the kitchen her long blonde hair billowing in the fan on the counter as, she bitched about the hot stove.he smiled his dad reading countless magazines at the table ranging from new York times to low rider to how to train a mouse for dummies,yet he still can't use a smart phone go figure.
They're pancakes were on the table with a plate of bacon.one of the good things about today I guess, "rob big plans? " his mom said as he mouthed her statement."I don't plans with Cindy the usual " his mom sat down hurriedly and his dad barely looked past the bacon before being pulled back into his reading."since when is that the usual?" He devoured his pancake before his mom could cry about not being a good mom that can't even make pancakes for her kids."well it isn't yet but hopefully it will be....I love you mom you too dad " his dad nodded "you too son "after his mom hit his dad on the shoulder "I love you too son " his mom called after him.he was already grabbing his book bag and heading out the door.
Mr.johnson came out his front door and turned off his car alarm.finally it only takes him a whole hour because he drinks a fifth in his office everyday after work.cindy came front door to rob slowed his pace a bit.she was beautiful low cut shirt top low rider jeans long black hair big brown eyes she was gorgeous.today was the only day he had a chance."bye mom " she called with her head turned not paying attention he stopped just in time for her to crash into him.

He held her arms with his but not enough to be weird but enough to pass his care for her.she looked up at him from his chest she seemed rest there for a moment she smiled "I'm so sorry rob you how much I pay attention " he was already lost in her eyes he had rolled cough himself out of it "its fine I like bumping into you " she laughed as she ran her hand through her hair.
"Um mind If I walk with you "he asked Cindy."of course not I mean it is a free side walk " this is the only thing that ever changes but it always guides us onward to the same goal. He laughed and smiled "well It's a big day isn't it don't you have your college interviews today " dropped his head Yale they both were gunna go to yale.rob had already been accepted.
"Yah but how did you know?""oh I just heard it somewhere "rob replied.his little brothers bus rode by as he held up his middle finger when his brother stuck his head out the window and yelled "jerk face " Cindy laughed "what can I say he loves me "Cindy ran her hand down a Pickett ed fence as they walked " yah I'm a Little nervous " rob patted her on the back "don't be you'll get in I mean they let me in so they have to take you " she smacked him on the back "you got in and didn't tell me "he wanted it to be a surprise plus hewanted to wait and see where Cindy was going."yah it's no big deal "she smacked him one more time and then the bell rang.rob already had cindy's bag into hand as she took off in such a hurry dropping.he caught up to her following her to the science lab.he pulled on her arm before she entered and handed her the bag.
"Sit with me at lunch?"she smiled only for a second "sure" and she dissappear ed into the lab.he smiled as he bounded of down the hall to his first period.algebra shoot me now, he walked in and Mr Richardson cast at his gaze on him."thanx for joining you " rob said and Mr Richardson shot him a glare.he sat in his desk and turned his book to page 74 "now everyone turn to page 74 in your books as we work on common factors" Trish turned passing a note to luke.luke snickered and jotted something down passing It back to trish."one two three " Mr Richardson turned as Trish passed It back "I'll take that " Trish muttered and held the note up with her head down "hmm do you even know what a chode is young lady take this to the principle stop by and see the nurse first she'll have something for you if your mom says It's OK"he shook his said "luke why don't go with Trish tell mrs.thomas I said you want to watch the miracle of childbirth video"
Rob set his work aside finished and put his head In his hand.mr Richardson went back to his lecture.robs mind started to drift how many times would this happen I mean this is like the 3rd or 4th.do you understand yet can you help me it's not over yet is im almost there bear with me.the bell rang and brought him back.
The next two classes were bs classes drama where the teacher always high and never cares what we do so mostly he just hides out in the back row while everyone else talks.sometimes like today Jen and Tom would sit with him and talk about the preps.
Band the director usually high with the drama teacher so you never know what we would play.today would be Westside story's Maria and be cool. I guess maybe they watched It the night before after they're munchies who knows.lunch finally he hurried so he could get there in time. "Boom " the door exploded as students poured into the outside lunch area.he fought through the sea of students and made It next to cindy.
"So how did it go "he said making her turn to him with his voice."it went great! I got in " he smiled "see I told you " he was going to go to college with the girl next door at least he would of.they went through the line for the lunch cart talking of future hopes.she was the only thing that ever changed maybe she was the key.
They sat on the hill side and ate they're sack lunch."well how do you think we'll be at Yale think we'll be more sophisticated " he laughed "Cindy started talking in a funny deep voice "well good sir I think we'll be right on our way to being aristocrats " he laughed "well it'll be fun " he could only dream..
The bell rang and they stood he taking the ret of her trash."walk you home ?"he wished that was It he'd walk her home they'd talk he'd go home himself eat his mom's roast and go to bed.if only "well we're going to the concert tonight aren't you coming " he sighed "yah me and Tom got tickets do you think we should really go see "fall out boy" I mean they're kind of old"
She shot him a are you serious glance, he shrugged and said "yah your right see you tonight than" they seperated heading to class as the hall split.he drifted through the day lost In thought what would he do how could he stop it.i mean he couldn't really compete with a "falloutboy"concert.
He sighed as the final bell of the day rang.heghosted down the hall tom came grasping his shoulders on cue."you ready for an epic night tonight bro " rob smiled "can't wait bro can't wait " he stopped at his locker and pulled out his bag as he listened to Tom ramble about the nights events."He faked his excitement as they headed outside to toms car.he handed tom 20 dollars before he could say anything about gas.its was an hour away and this part was always the hardest.
He changed his clothes to his jeans studded belt fall out boy T-SHIRT he was ready.tom wore matching shirt the first part of the concert was awesome I still lost myself in it.the best part was still to come though.he got up from their seats row 5 seat 4 and headed for the concessions.he tapped his fingers counting and he turned Cindy running into him like she did that morning.
He smiled as she smiled to him he would enjoy the moment while he had it.tom came down and laughed bounding up on them destroying the moment."where you sitting" tom asked" me and Jen are in row 8 seat 5 and 6 "Tom had crush on Jen so ofcourse he forced Cindy into trading tickets for for a time.he rob wouldn't complain and knew Cindy wouldn't mind closer seats.
He decided to be brave and he took cindy's hand as he guided her through the crowd of people to their seats.she took his hand willingly even after they sat down she still held It.the best day really he looked at her and moved to kiss her as Patrick sang "LIGHT EM UP I'M ON FIRE"" I thought I had more time "he said pressing his face hers and BOOM stopped the music and filled the air with screams he watched the stands crumble that held tom and jen."I'll figure it out I'll save you Cindy " he said as the second blast went off engulfing them illness flames.
" Beep beep beep bwwwooooooop bwwwooooooop ehhhhh ehhhh" 6 am again there's Mr Johnsons ferrari so now do you see what do I do.i have to find the bomber but how I don't know if I can I don't if I'm dead already and I'm in hell I mean think about it your dream girl burning to death over and over again sounds like hell or maybe this is my chance to fix everything.