Squishy Like Us

when I think of us I want to slit my neck
I don't know how one can breathe when they're a wreck
maybe I hurt me and it just wasn't you
or I cried so much you turned into a d****e
squishy like you
squishy like no
squishy like was it right to go
squishy like your spine
squishy like my mind
squishy like were you ever mine
squishy like ouch
squishy like what
squishy like you
when you try so hard to open up your heart
you begin to love your view from in the dark
if I wasn't here I'd be in Oregon
I would make you slightly closer but I am
squishy like you
squishy like no
squishy like words you never showed
squishy like your spine
squishy like my mind
squishy like should I make you mine
squishy like ouch
squishy like what
squishy like us
in shambles
as I ramble
approximately one oh oh from the last thing that f*****g burnt me
I don't think I'm okay
I really want you to stay
just to see what you're like on your meds consistently
squishy like ouch
squishy like what
you were a mouse
I was a s**t
let's call it even
if you even think we'll survive