~Suffocate Me~

Why?
Why do you give me all this air?
This isn't right
But is it?
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When?
When did I say I never cared?
And I truly do
But do I?
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How?
How do I whisper when I wanna' scream?
This suspense is killing me
How 'bout you?
****
This isn't like me
What do you think?
Am I in over my head
or sinking under... ?
~
But all I know
Is what I want and,
yes,
I want it now
I cannot live my life in
Horror,
Sadness,
Misery,
and love.
All I truly need...


Is no more air to breathe,
no no.
Suffacate me already
Its what I need,
What you need,
What we need...
..