Dibs!

Stop it
Right Now
Don't be so
perfect
What have
I ever
done to
earn this?
Where
am I
going?
Why am I
leaving
when every
instinct
tells me
"stay" ?
♥
Stop it
Right there
Doesn't even
seem to care,
does he?
Does he
even realize
how rare
you are?
Can't he even manage to
share you?
With anyone?
~
I called dibs
And I stayed
Didn't hurt you
never played
EVERYONE
seemed to get a chance
but me
Darling, I called dibs
I was there
When the world
didn't seem to care
Never leaving
even if I die in this
war
~
Please,
Decide
Whether I'm worth it or not
Will it be him or me?
Nevermind, I've read this story and it never really ends
Please,
Don't
Make this awkward
Keep talking to me
Don't stop being
an idiot
Never
Grow
Up
Like they always
Do
When they promise they won't
♥
You
You are so terribly beautiful
And much too perfect for
Me
I am so full of myself
But you didn't leave in spite of me
Why,
why do you do this to me?
I don't deserve this-
Yes, I do-
No, I don't-
You know me better
You decide-
Now I've lost my train of thought
It's all my fault
~
I called dibs
And I stayed
Didn't hurt you
never played
EVERYONE
seemed to get a chance
but me
Darling, I called dibs
I was there
When the world
didn't seem to care
Never leaving
even if I die in this
war
♥
What
am I thinking?
How
am I breathing?
Why
is this
suddenly
all about
ME?
This is my fault
Don't even deserve this
lop-sided,
inside-out
imperfect
perfection
This
is
just
a dream
Nothing
is ever
what it seems
Close your eyes, dear flower
You'll wake up
someday
♥
You called dibs,
stayed,
and cared
Thought you had him
fair and square
What a lie,
what a gruesomely incredible
circle
Keep
spinning
Keep
hurting
No need to complain about
not getting what you deserve
anymore
This is so unfairly
Fair
More like farewell.....