Exhausted

VERSE ONE:
my heart is beating upside~down
I never want to whisper loud again
I didn't think you'd leave me now
I wonder if I've ever had a friend
this hurt inside is still burning as it heals
it's hard to find anything true or real

CHORUS:
love has always been my furthest dream
my mind is tearing me apart
I'm going down without a scream
with two spears underneath my heart
you can't just drop me here alone
I've lived my whole life on my own
and I'm exhausted
I'm exhausted

BRIDGE:
when was the last time I was happy?
I think I've always been afraid
every time I go and try to breathe
I suffocate on pain

CHORUS:
love has always been my furthest dream
my mind is tearing me apart
I'm going down without a scream
with two spears underneath my heart
you can't just drop me here alone
I've lived my whole life on my own
can't you see
that I'm exhausted and caving in
I'm caving in
someone save me
I need rest