dying off slowly

Dying off slowly.

 

My world is coming to an end,

It must be my time to fall as low as the ocean floor,

For I am sadder than the deepest valley and angry-ier then the pits of hell,

I don't know what to think or do anymore just wishing someone was there for me to cry on there shoulder.

 

My heart and mind will never fully mend,

I used the window not even the door,

MY life should be taken for me to just leave or stand above a pond not breathing just fell,

I wish right now that someone is thinking  why can't I just hold her?

 

 

My life,

My brain,

My heart,

Even my sanity is on the edge.

 

I am litterally crying my heart out,

I don't .... know what to say,

One day your laughing calling me abbiekinz,

The next day your not even real?

 

Everyone is acting like its no big deal and all I should do is pout,

Everytime I was on he would be like HEY!

just stand proud and lift your chins?

How am I suppose to heal?

 

My life,

My brain,

My heart,

Even my sanity is on the edge.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Author's Note

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