Regret

I regret sayin hi.
I regret hugging.
I regret kissing.
I regret telling him I loved him.
I regret being with him.
wanting to spend my life with him. 
Wanting him to hold me all night long. 
Regret asking how we felt.

Taking her word.

Regret confronting him

Regret asking him why.

Regret even thinking about what I could've done.

What I should've done.

Regret being someone I'm not.

Pretending to want something just because he did.

Regret not listening to reason.

Not listening to my heart.

Or my head. Regret all the decisions i made.

Except those I made for the better.

I regret alot of things.

I even regret loving him.

But what I don't regret is telling him yes.

The mistakes I made with him.

Made me a stronger person.

Made me the person I want to be.

Hate is a heavy word.

And so is love.

Don't use either word without meaning it.

Regret on the other hand is alot lighter.
Regret being with him.

 Not without him.