Confessions of a scorned Heart

A poem from the deepest and darkest part of the human psyche. A heart in love yearning to recieve the same.

I’m torn between what I should do,

I don’t want to ruin everything we’ve been through.

I have these feelings that I can’t explain,

and the longer I hold them in the harder they are to contain.

Going on in life without knowing what could of been brings me pain,

but the pressure of being turned down I can’t sustain.

I don’t want the friendship we have to get destroyed,

but I don’t know how to live with these feelings without my sanity being deployed.

Every moment of the day I can’t help but think of you,

but I’m afraid that you don’t feel at all like I do.

I went through life thinking I just wanted girls to shoo,

but out of nowhere I obtained these feelings for you.

This is a situation in which my character must break,

because in order to know if this is true I must raise the stake.

I’ve known you more than half my life,

and the last thing I want to do is cause you strife.

I’m there for whatever it is you may need,

and for you I’ll stand stronger than a valiant steed.

I know you haven’t been perfect in all you’ve done,

but it will all be forgotten if a relationship with me is begun.

I forgive you of any and all of your mistakes,

and I will forgive you for every one of them no matter what it takes.

I would give anything to have your love,

and all other women you will be raised above.

I’ll treat you better than I would a queen,

and as long as I’m with you for nothing else could I be a feine.

I will give you love and respect like no one else could,

and only treat you like a real and decent man should.

I’ll do my best to give you anything you want,

including having to perform the most serious stunt.

Your the only one I’ve felt this strongly about,

and to get the point across I would stand atop the highest mountain and shout.

I am not above begging you to think this through,

and I want you to know my love is now and will always be true.

When with you I would never cheat,

because your beauty inside and out is impossible to beat.

I want you to see past just my looks and the outer layer,

and look inside and see that I am more of a man than most you’ve dated and I promise I’ll always treat you fair.

Doing something to taint that love I wouldn’t dare,

and if you are with me I’ll never let you fear or even think about shedding a tear.

Only for you and your well being will I care,

and anything you want to know with you I will share.

I’ll open up with you and tell you all my deepest thoughts,

even if they are painful as shots.

I hope you feel that you could do the same with me and when we’re together all our worries we’ll let free and all going on around us we can just let be.

I’ve poured out my hear t like never before,

and exposed my feelings for you down to the core.

All I ask is you give this serious thought,

and all the time you need is exactly what you got.

However you feel I want you to tell me the truth,

don’t try to spare my feelings, I don’t want false hope and my heart waiting in it’s own storage box.

By: Frank G. Myers Jr

Author's Note

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