To My Daughter Who I will Never Meet

Still born

Little Carole Jean  You were born to early  Only 5 months into my pregnancy  Born without a heartbeat  I held you in my arms  So tiny so fragile  8.6oz and only 21 inches long  But so beautiful and pure  You had your daddy's long legs  And my annoying chin  Nine Perfect Baby fingers  And Your tiny feet so cute  I'm so sorry babygirl  That mommy couldn't protect you  I failed you little one  Please can you forgive me.  I see how Daddy cries for you  His eyes show how much he misses you  You were his world, his little princess  I miss you so much  I miss you growing inside me  Watching your daddy wrap his arms around my tummy  And say he is on protection duty  I wish I could have watched you grow up  I can picture you in my mind  Dark unruly red hair  And bright blue eyes like daddy  Your dad would have had to chase all the boys away  I wish I could wake up from this nightmare  And erase this whole last week  Look down and see my bellies small bump  Can I go back to when things were good?  Rest Easy Carole Jean  Be safe up there ok?  You have a whole lot of people to meet you there  And a whole lot of people still yet to come  I will see you again one day  Until then please be good.  I cant wait to hold you again  And I know Daddy can't either.  We will be a family again one day  Until then you are always in my heart.  I will NEVER forget you  I dont think I ever could  I love you daughter  And forever always will  You are with me for eternity  My little baby Carole Jean

Author's Note

Carole Jean. Born Friday May 26th at 9:01PM weighting 8.6 oz and only 21cm long.

Born Still but never the Less still Born.

I love you Carole Jean and mama always will baby girl