Hope kills

Hope kills everything good inside 

Clinging to me like silent death 

Latching on and whispering in the back of my mind 

Every time I'm ready to move on 

It drags up all the sweet memories 

Pointing out the connection we had 

Reminding me that the love was real 

With its whispers and illusions 

I think to myself 

Maybe there's another way 

We were to strong to just disappear 

We'll get through this we'll pull through 

But days turn into weeks 

Weeks drag on to months 

Our four year anniversary passes by me dead 

And I am suddenly brought back to reality 

You're never coming back to me 

And just like that I am heartbroken again 

The pain as fresh as that first day 

And everything good I built up inside 

Withers and dies under hopes mocking laugh 

Please please take away this hope 

Because its killing me 

And everything good inside 

Author's Note

I miss you matt

Reviews

[Unknown Poet]

Touched my heart ..,
Its so true tbh ...! Its been 9 yrs now but still Hope is kkilling me!!!

"And just like that I am heartbroken again
The pain as fresh as that first day
And everything good I built up inside
Withers and dies under hopes mocking laugh

Please please take away this hope
Because its killing me
And everything good inside "