My Revelation

A revelation of me... beware this is long

I've been away

or I guess not really

But I've been thinking

About who I am lately.

I've had the time to think me through

Go over every vessel

over every nerve cell

Everything that makes up me

I dug around in my brain

To figure out how I ticked

How I worked

Nothing I did

could have prepared me

For what was in store

I saw myself

truly saw myself

I started to cry.

I'm not the person I always thought I was

yes I'm annoying and childish

immature and "rude"

But there is so much more to me.

I have power held up inside me

With the tip of my pen

and paper below it

I have the power to help.

Not just with my jokes

and stupid scenarios 

But with my words of poetry

Someone once told me

that I changed her life

with just 2 verses

that because of me

She's still here

So I will take off my court jester hat

and take up my pen

grab a fresh white sheet of paper

I will put myself to work

This is my revelation

This is the real me

I wont hold back anymore.

I will let my words flow free

Author's Note

"I'm sorry. You don't deserve this. You are such a special, beautiful, smart and creative girl. Bad things happen to good people too often. You changed my life with just 2 verses.
If you ever need ANYTHING I am here for you. I owe you so much. When sadness gets the best of you think of all the lives you've touched and changed. And think how many are still there for you to help. "

A girl on another website I am on told me this yesterday. I sat there and stared at her words and started to cry. She opened up a door in me that I never even knew existed.

Reviews

[Sibusiso Xtdo Gama]

"I've been away

or I guess not really

But I've been thinking

About who I am lately" sweet confusion. i was intrigeed here.

"I've had the time to think me through

Go over every vessel

over every nerve cell

Everything that makes up me" knowledge of science displayed here


"I wont hold back anymore.

I will let my words flow free" good ending. #RESPECT

[♔ CrownedDevil &#..]

Amazing write, I loved reading this piece. I like the message in it, and it's very inspirational.

Kaze~

[Fenix Flight]

Thank you so much ^-^

[♔ CrownedDevil ☾]

Your very welcome. :-)

[Ashira Macy]

So glad you are back Fenix! I am glad you came to this revelation, because you really are a great writer and you certainly do have the power potential to change people's lives. This poem I think is one of my favorites of yours because of how incredibly personal it is, while still coming out uplifting by the end. I loved the little spatterings of color, I thought that really added to the point you are making. Again, welcome back, you certainly restarted with a bang! =)

[Fenix Flight]

thanks.. I just realized I can put color to my poems. if I had known I would have been doing that all along... I'm actualy gunna be editing a lot of my poems ^-^

And thank you you are such a kind friend :-D