Whats the Point

Whats the point anymore? I've tried talking to people about how I feel and whats going on in my life. but all that ends up  happening is people pushing it aside or worse calling me names like Dramatic, attention seeking w***e, childish, whinny, to suck it up and grow up,

and a few times people have told me that they don't give a s**t and to stop bitching.

So I give up! I give up trying to talk about my feelings. I give up! there is just no f*****g point anymore.

I'm sick of being treated this way

so lately I've been quieter and less talkative. I've been distant.

I'm done. I sick of it. I hate it. I'm falling apart at the seems over here and NOTHIGN I do or try to say is helping. no one seems to notice. they cant see past the thick mask I put on. Maybe that's my fault.. no that IS my fault. but its been shattering more and more and STILL no one can see...

But whatever. its not important right?

 I should just GROW UP and SUCK IT UP

so I will.

I'm done

I'll hold in and be "happy"