No....

Hawk

You wanted me out of your life

You broke your promise

You broke my heart

After everything we've been through

you simply tossed it away

With cruel words and actions

You broke me down

You made your choice

you knew what you were doing

You left me there "bleeding"

You hurt me

And I'm still here reeling

in the aftermath destruction 

I'm sitting here, Trying

Not to fall in the gaping hole

That you left behind

You left

when I needed my big brother the most

Its too late

to be looking back now.

its too late

for the I'm sorrys and apologies

So to Answer your question

YES

the door back in is really shut

and to answer your other question

NO.....

......I don't think It will ever open back up

Author's Note

You wanted me to talk to you... Well here is my answer.