Locked Door

You know who you are

I stare at your words,

until my eye blur with tears.

 

Do you know how badly you hurt me?

Do you even have any Inkling as to how deep it goes?

 

You told me you didnt want to be

my big brother anymore.

You didnt want me in your life.

 

You might as well have shot me

The bullet wounds are bleeding

They are raw with pain

My tears are warm against my face.

 

With every word you spoke

A knife was cutting me up inside.

Ripping out my heart

Ripping my feelings to shreds.

 

You want me out of your life?

Is that really true?

Is that really real?

 

I know you

I know how you work

and operate.

there is something you're not telling me

there is something not right!

 

Why are you doing this to me?

Why now?

why do this to me AGAIN!!!!

 

You want me out of your life?

FINE!

 

I will slam that door shut

I will lock it up tight

 

Just know that once its locked

It may NEVER open up again.

 

I hope you know

what you are doing.

 

 

Author's Note

You know who you are.... Is this really what you want?????????????? this is your last chance

Reviews

[willweb]

This is so sad. It is painful to read of something like this happening when it is so much easier to be nice and get along. I am sorry you are feeling this and I hope you smile again soon. Though heart breaking, I really enjoyed this today.

[B.J]

A very poignat piece of writing

[Hawk Flight]

yes..... its.... its what I want.......

[Fenix Flight]

Fine..... the door is shut and locked. Dont be suprised if it never opens again.

[Hawk Flight]

I'm sorry...

[Fenix Flight]

It's to late for sorry Ethan.

[Hawk Flight]

*winces* Ethan? You're going to call me that now?

[Fenix Flight]

Its your name is it not?

[Hawk Flight]

Yes it is. Goodbye Panda.

[Fenix Flight]

No.. You dont get to call me Panda... Not anymore