Paige

Paige

The only girl I truely loved

I held you close

Kissed your lips

Gave you my heart.

 

I was there when your step father

Pushed you down the stairs

I held you as you cried.

I was your refuge

when you were terrified to go home.

 

I was the only one to see behind oyur walls

the only person you let see the real you.

I held you close and never judged

all your "imperfection" making me love you more.

 

I gave you my heart

I treasured you so dearly.

I missed you feircly when we parted ways.

 

Then my little brother let me in on a secrect

Shattering my heart.

 

You SLEPT with my little brother

While I was fast asleep in the next room.

 

You had my heart in your hands

and you crushed it so blatantly.

HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO ME?

 

Didnt you realize you meant everything to me?

didnt you realize that I was falling head over heels in love with you?

 

Was it all just a joke to you?

 

My rage sees no end,

your betrayal is seared into my heart

Forever.

 

Author's Note

My little brother came clean and told me he slept with my ex girlfriend. Which for the record he didnt KNOW I was dating at the time. it was only after he told me the secret did he learn we had been dating.

Reviews

[Madalyn Beck]

Wow. The love and tenderness turning to anger and pain in this piece really rips through to the core. I cannot say I have been in a similar situation, but I do know the pain that is so profound in this piece.. Stay strong. We live, people hurt us, and we have to keep on living. No one has power over you unless you give it to them. I would say it's time to take that back. :)

[Fenix Flight]

yeha I have officially deleted her from my life. Move on. I am happily engaged now to an amazing man that I love whole heartily. I will not let her Sour my life any longer. The past is the past. I just had to get out my anger and hurt out so I could heal. thats what this poem was meant to be.

[Hawk Flight]

Do you mean the Paige that You introduced to me? She seemed so genuine. I'm so sorry this happened to you.

[Fenix Flight]

Yes this is the Paige that I introduced you to.

[ron]

I'm sorry this happened to you Fenix. You gave her all of yourself and she stole more from you then she gave you. betrayal sucks. I want to cry now.

[Fenix Flight]

dont cry over it hun. I dont cry over it anymore. I shrug it off now and move on :-D

[ron]

Good, but it still pulls at my heart.

[Fenix Flight]

its ok hun. dont worry about it

[InsanityWriter]

Your pain is so clear and poignant in this piece, my heart goes out to you. At least now she's out of your life and you can go on with your life, better off without her. Excellent poem.

[Fenix Flight]

my thoughts exactly. thank you