I don't Know

My thoughts

up and down

side to side

in every which direction

zooming around to fast

for me to pull them

and examine them

 

should I just stay here

And leave everything

and everyone behind

and in my past?

 

should I cling to them

for dear life

and pray I get to them soon.

 

should I just run away
from this place
and start over completly new?

 

a new me
that no one knows
make a new life?

 

OR........

 

Should I take this knife

and plunge it into my

blackening heart

and crush my soul?

 

I just dont know

anything anymore

 

 

 

Reviews

[ron]

Nicole...first of all please don't use the knife even metaphorically.
I don't know what you should do but I can tell you this, I will be there for you dear friend, I might not have great advise but I will listen and try and help if I can.