Dear josh

Dear Josh,
You were my first love,
you made me realize that Love wasnt so scary
It was beautiful and true.

But even before we loved you were my best friend.

You were my Joey
The guy who was there when I needed someone to turn to
making my laugh with your silly MURSNARKing
The guy who walked three miles in 90 degree weather
just so he could go lazer tag with me.

My Joey
the one who stood in and came to a family pig roast
Because my a*****e boyfriend refused to go
and he wondered why I left him for you

I miss you
I miss my Joey
We use to talk 24/7
day and night
no matter what

Yes we dated for two years
we went through hell and back
We fell apart and broke away
left off on such horrid terms

I just want you to know
I dont hate you I never could
You're still dear to me
and stuck in my heart

I don't miss us as a couple.
I miss us as friends
I miss my Joey
My best friend

From
Nicy

Author's Note

Snark mur was an inside joke between us
(nicy is pronouced NI-Sea)
(NOW I AM HAPPILY ENGAGED TO MY SOULMATE)
(I just miss my best friend)