Talking, Always Talking

Talk talk talk

I talk to much
Yes  I know it true.
I talk
and talk
and talk
and talk
and talk

but just becasue I always talk
doesnt mean I know what to say.
doesnt mean I say the right things.

I am a talker
who stumbles and trips over
what I am going to say next
always afraid I will mess up.

Giving advise scares me shitless
What if I give bad advise?
What if I make things worse?

Telling people how I feel
Terrified to speak my mind
What if I hurt them?
what if I make things worse?

What if I make things worse?

my biggest fear
my worst nightmare.

I am a talker
who stumbles and trips
but I keep talking
because maybe one day
I'll say the right thing.