Give Up

battling Depression

Can I just Give up?
Its what I want to do.
Take this blade
and end it all.

Can I just lay down
and accept defeat?
It'd be so much easier
then living in hell.

NO
I CAN'T
I WONT

I want to
I so despretly want to
but I know I can't

My family they need me
They want me to stay.
So I will push it all away
and learn to survive.

Reviews

[sonnie ibadah]

wow, this is so full of emotions. i don't know if this is indeed about you but it feels like a battle going on inside you. Giving up is so tempting yet it will be end of everything you once knew and loved but also carrying on seems so hard and excruciating but believe me, its possible and worth it. nice work!

[Fenix Flight]

Yes this is indeed about me. Its what I struggle with almost every day.

[sonnie ibadah]

then you're very strong indeed because even though you go through this every single day, you're still here, hanging on. i admire that in you.

[Fenix Flight]

Thank you. ^-^ finally someone understands

[sonnie ibadah]

;) you are welcome

[ron]

I know this feeling. It can be the hardest thing in the world.
I try to think of all the things I would miss if I did not take control of certain things.