first love

it is about me finding my first love and the feelings i felt, not to be confused with other poem heart brake because the guy there was my first crush this poem is my first love

i see him and my heart starts to flutter

but when i talk to him i always stutter

when someone mentions his name,

i always try to look for him and i o insane

we may be in different classes

but i feel no difference in the masses

when i see him, i start to smile

as i walk down the hallway's aisle

this electric feeling is different from what i've felt

with every sight, touch and smell i could just melt

could this be one i have been searching for

or is just a mere hoax and nothing more

this maybe unrequited but i really dont care

for i am happy that he will always be there

just being next to him is enough for me

i just have to be strong and leave him be

for this love will hurt me a lot

i will have to at least give it a shot

i just hope this love i have wont end even if i know it will never start

for i will always know his initials are forever engraved in my heart

Author's Note

sorry i haven't been here a lot it's been months i know i was busy bcuz i was preparing from my transition of being a junior to senior in my school