A StoryA Poem by Felicity MadoreA poem about feeling unlovedYou know me But you don’t know me You know how I think but you don’t know my thoughts You see me But you don’t see me You see me smile but you don’t see everything it hides All my life I’ve been told I’m unwanted All. My. Life. no one has once stopped to ask me if i was alright I’ve lived a life of torture A life of pain It affects me in unseen ways Ways that can be seen if the time and effort was taken to notice How I act How I’ve changed Six to sixteen Ten years Ten. Years is how long I’ve dealt with this behind closed doors When the few friends I had found out They built up a wall To help me Hide me As I look around at all the happy smiling faces, I wonder how many of them are actually like me Looking for a way out of the pain and ready to do anything to get to that exit What I’ve been through Its painful Disturbing Deadly I take all of who I am And put it aside for them Never getting anything in return You don’t understand You CAN’T understand No one can understand till they’ve been through it And if you have, then I’m sorry It’s a story that is no fairytale No happy ending where I find my prince There’s too much self-hate Self-Pity I’m a Masochist who can’t quit You wouldn’t know that though You throw dirty looks my way Whisper behind my back Acting like I don’t know it happens When confronted you say ‘It’s just a joke.’ ‘We didn’t mean it.’ ‘Lighten up.’ Well understand this If it was you in my place, Tell me just how you would feel If you had to hear the whispers and rumors everyday Would you finally understand and quit the lies that you send my way This story isn’t false I know for a fact that it’s not You’re probably asking how I know because the story is mine And it had to be told © 2014 Felicity MadoreAuthor's Note
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StatsAuthorFelicity MadoreAnsonia, CTAboutI'm a young girl who is aspiring to be a singer with novel writing and poetry on the side. more.. |