My eyes show many years of pain

A poem about an insane woman

Dreams of success feeling my mind, dancing through my head,
as I watch the clouds fly by.
Drifting here, in a place of eternity.
Nowhere to be found that’s my destiny,
to relax in a far off place where no one can reach me.
That’s my destiny.
Nothing gained, nothing lost.
Danger hiding within my pride.
Disregard my every thought.
For my mind is but an emptiness of eternity,
pulling me away from all I care about.
Driving me insane.
This voice in my head, calling my name.
But yet when I call to it, it vanishes and never recalls, until I least expect.
Haunting me forever more.
Driving me past my point.
Whispering in my ear.
A faint voice, but yet so clear.
It shadows me in my darkened pains, calling to me, “You’re insane.”
Coming closer to doom, as it defies my every claim.
Danger closing in, stealing the moment of revenge.
Pulling me back to regret.
Making me forget who I am.
With nothing more left to bet, my tormented state is causing me to wonder,
why I even bother with living.
Though I know why, I doubt it still, for all I get is lies and heartache.
A shriek voice burst out suddenly sending chills down my spine.
Until I realize, it’s nothing more than that voice.
The thing that caused this mess.
My eyes flare red, I scream and shout.
The voice gets louder as I fall to my knees.
My tears falling from the sides of my face, reflecting my memories.
My eyes showing many years of pain, that I’ve tried to hide so heavily.