A walk down memory lane .

While the clouds above are blackening , the mortals below are darkening , the land is turning barren - old , while human values are getting sold .

As time permits , the course it takes , the fondness that grow's a note it makes .

 When ever I  felt low , you had the power to make my face glow , 

when ever I said  "no" and suddenly you asked why so , 

at times when I felt so weary and sad , then  you made me feel so deary  , that I am glad . 

I was glad with the happiness and joy you give me  , you always  meant the world to me 

Months flew by , the seasons changed , but only for some   time you  remained unchanged,

It was by chance , we happened to glace , 

a beat skipped my heart , I  knew it would take a different path . 

The day seemed like a blessing when we became friends  ,

 Was it really a blessing or curse ?

didn't give it a second thought then , when I realized , it was indeed too late , 

I saw myself in the ditch all alone , deceived and betrayed .

His presence which made my life pleasant , has also gone , 

his  smile has not vanished from my mind , his voice still echos in my ears .

I still remember those days  I spent with him , time might have led him somewhere away from me , 

fate might have swept me from his memories .

my words are still  searching for him , my eyes are wet for him ,

 he has gone away from my world , leaving me with no word . 

The race against time cant be won , and life moves on in the quest of the sun ,

the days still begin with the breaking dawn  , yet the amazing  days are gone .

 How I wish those good old days were back in glee ,  I would clutch them forever , thus saving you and me .

Knowing that I cannot stop the inevitable , but  certainly , everything around  makes those memories more memorable .

so  With time I came  know , 

All the smiles were fake , selfish hands I had to shake , 

My feeling and thoughts were Subdued ,  

With no true heart to say " I understand you " 

I have loved many , now I don't dare to  trust any ,

 I was marching into a world ,  

with no  hands to hold  , and the hearts too cold . 

" I am a victim of fate , with all dreams shattered ,

 my heart echos in pain " .

As ,  I stood at the edge of the precipice , my vertigo succumbed as  I sigh , 

But no  , I   not  crazy  enough to jump , nor brave enough to try 

Once bitten and twice shy ,  my soul wept as I stifled a cry , 

Now that the rude past has gone ,   

from which I have got now to learn , how to withstand every possible turn , 

A new beginning will vanish all my fears , and then with happiness my eyes will shed new tears .  

My life is sad and  socking ,   surprising as well , 

unpredictable   yet ,  will be become better  , I can tell .

 - Fatima wani . 

Reviews

[kj15]

nice.......i liked it!!
the blend of words is just amazing
i hope you do better ahead!!

[Fatima Wani]

Thanks alot. :)
I'll try my best , to become better.

[kj15]

you are already doing greatT!!

[Fatima Wani]

Haha. 'completely Flattered.' :D

[Sami Khalil]

A SPLENDID READ AND WRITE...:)

[Fatima Wani]

Thanks a lot . :)

[Sami Khalil]

Welcome...:)

[Gobinder Singh Dhindsa]

Very Good work. Pen On. Do u read mine to Time, Anguish and Why?

[Fatima Wani]

Thanks for the compliment , Nope , I don't read any such thing , why are you asking :)