I'm nothing

My life. Tear it from me. Snatch it from my fingertips. Rape it. Degrade it. Worthlessness.

The pathetic, loathesome, disgusting and decaying clump of filth. Every day another agony. Another sharp, fatal pang. Erect my grave. Kill me. Spit on it. Bury me there. In the mud. In the dirt. In the eternal, dispassionate abyss of nothingness. Forget about me. I never was. Never will be. Just another day. See me for the abomination I am. Pelt me with rotten fruit. Spit on me. Piss on me. Speak about me contemptuously. I'm nothing.

Agony. Days go by which never end. All the people laughing at me. Feeling all the shallowness and toil. All the years of torturous torment. All the days gone by when nothing meant anything. When I was just the poor, weak, defenceless boy I always have been. All the betrayal. All the people beating me. Humiliating me. Laying miserably, lifelessly, passively. Like the helpless victim of a forced orgy. Watching my treacherous peers suck away all my pleasure. My youth.

Insignificant.
Worthless.
Trash.

I'm nothing.

Reviews

[Emrick]

you speak with a lot of bitterness.its a very sad poem n a nice one too.

[Ishmael Free]

Thank you

[N.Sevilla]

Very descriptive. I can almost hear the speaker spitting out these words with disgust. Nice choice of words. I enjoyed reading it.