is it different?

Something i just wrote down

What would you do when everyone dissapeared, your emotions took control and lead you away from what you once knew, everything you had to love left you to die alone and rot forever. this feeling of loneliness and heartbreak kills me inside but on the outside i still remain that caring girl waiting for a rescue is this natural or am i differnet? how would i know when i have no one leftr besides myself losing my mind slowly and painfully the memories drift back to play once more to terroise me, do you feel this or is it only me feeling like gods abonded me in these dark days? no light left to be found but only darkness surrounds me, do you know whats happening or are you just as lost as me?