Follown on for my story

Follow on from my life story,
I fell pregnant with my second child, and currently lost the child at ten weeks,
I feel horrible, and down on life.
I feel like i'm being ditched by everyone,
The ex partner of this kid left me, because it was to much for him to handle him having " another" child.
when my first child wasn't even his, and three weeks after us breaking up i'm down in the dumps.
His now with his bestfriend ex fiancee and i'm scared for her safety.
Imagine getting beaten everyday, even pregnant with your first child, getting raped in your sleep after you just had your child, and then falling pregnant again.
I feel like i have no one anymore, there's so many rumours now.
I'd love to have friends, i'd love to find aguy that respects me and will accept the responability of me and my child.
I miss everything, i miss the way things use to be but unfortunately things happen, i wouldn't change it for the world, because i have responability, i know who to trust sort of.
It's better this way.