Dispair

Feelings

Stop giving me this bullshit. Stop trying to say you are here for me. Stop saying those horrible three words. Stop coming back. You can either stay or leave for good, I can't handle this relentless pain. This process destroys me Rose. Do you even care what you are doing to me?.... Obviously not or you wouldn't keep walking in and out of the same door. Every time you come back I take you and accept you as if you never left but then you leave and I end up even deeper in the hole I call my mind. My mind and my body can't handle this anymore. You came into my life right after my parents died. You promised you would never leave. You promised you would always be at my side. You broke every single promise you made to me. So I guess it makes it okay that I broke my promise.

To stop cutting.