Doesn't Love Me

A Poem by fallen_sueanne

This is about heartbreak and how it feels to want to tear things apart when you're upset about total a**holes.

last night my heart was ripped out of my chest
all the unwanted emotions came spiraling back
making me lurch back

i tried to throw it all up, but it wouldn't go away
i screamed and swore and cried, but none of it worked
and it hurt like hell, but i am still in love with him

boys like me, well some of them do
i hang out with them all of the time
but no they aren't who i want because
im in love with a boy who doesnt love me

i'll walk right up to that little b***h
punch her in the face
say you messed with the wrong boy, girl
and leave her to hell's disgrace

strut that stuff, boy, you know you're envied
everyone has always loved you; no, not anymore
you tore my life apart,

the picture perfect moment caught on film
you shredded it so, and you know that you did
but you just laughed and laughed . . .

you were the one i was with when the rain fell down
you were the one that stayed around
and you were the one that wrapped me in your arms

as i sat in wait on that lone cold night
you were off screwing around
im in love with a boy who doesnt love me
the boy that i love so, he doesnt love me