made of chaos

I myself am made entirely of chaos
And I've got an ugly side about a mile wide
Hiding right behind everyone's preconceived ideas of me
I'm a hypocrite craving honesty
When honestly i'm to scared to let anyone
See me for who I am
And I find I've forgotten how to speak
So my words just build up
Fueling the storm inside of me
And so the circle goes and everyone will mistake my silence for peace
And I myself, am made entirely of chaos.

Reviews

[😂]

I particularly like the terms "mistake my silence for peace."
That reminds me of something I wrote a while back, and can't find.
Also the words building up, that's kinda me too in that I don't
want people to see this mountain of madness behind me.

[Tamika]

This is amazing and I feel as if it is a poem based on who I am, so congratulations on really succeeding to capture connection.

[Fading-to-Gray]

Thank you! Glad you can relate haha. Nice to know i'm not the only one who feels that way.