DoldrumsA Poem by K.P.H.Mnoun; A state of inactivityExisting for others Killed the only part of her that was whole Demolished the sunshine within Leaving the battlefields scared and haunted Leaving her alone in a foxhole Crying without tears Screaming with no one around to hear Forever bound to perform For a non existent audience Of people who wouldn’t care Even if they were there And she yearns for the girl she used to be With bruised knees, And the sea in her veins Raiding sunshine through the darkest of storms, While ensuring all the pine trees stayed ashore She got lost somewhere out there Amongst the sea foam and thunder Bobbing just above the surface Until she looked up at the night sky And stopped it all Something new washed ashore in her place Drenched in something she couldn’t quite figure out But it felt like self-doubt Lost was the sunshine and in came the pain, Although she still glowed It wasn’t as bright as before It was never for her And it never was again. © 2022 K.P.H.M |
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Added on May 31, 2022 Last Updated on June 11, 2022 Tags: anxiety, depression, winter, mirrorball AuthorK.P.H.MMTAboutA romantic cynic for who poetry is an escape and healing. I hope you enjoy. more..Writing
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