let it go

sometimes you try to make your life so perfect, you try to change everything, you try to success in that time you think only about yourself and the bad memories that you have and you forgetter all the good things that you have even the little details that make you smile you forgetter all that just to make your life so dam perfect.then and without any explanation you hurt people around you yes you hurt them without that you even know what you did wrong .they forgive you once twice hundreds of time but they can stay close to you they can't accept your hurting words and the most important they can't see you like that cause they feel sorry about you.

in the end of your pathetic way all what you try to get become silly all what you love vanish cause you have imagined that you loved you give a lot of things importance but the truth you don't feel happy there's something that you can't find and you can't remember what is this thing that you need ,this thing that make you feel sad ,that make awake at night ,that makes you want more and more and feel always angry.

is that a big thing is that a person you find yourself front of war of questions .questions you can't find for them any answer .so you start crying until you wet your clothes and your tears draw .it's weird when the details some time can make you smile it's weird when you search some one to hurt you someone to tell you what's wrong with you somebody make you cry but at the same time can make you smile, it’s so sad when you search to hear words. Words you were avoiding them years ago.

now you feel sorry about that but you don't know where you find those words and to who you go cause all person around you in your perfect life are like   masks when they drop they mask you find yourself surprise about them reality then you realized that it's not them faces it's your face but in a different clothes and age .words never come back again past can be fixed so like you let it them go once whose the loved you they let you go now  .

Reviews

[Pencrafter]

Your writing expresses deep feeling and emotion. It's those closest to us who can hurt us the most. And sometimes we can't explain why we do or feel something, although we desperately need our friends to understand. You might try breaking this story up into verses and make a heartfelt poem out of it. I wish that I could read this in your own mother-tongue. Keep writing!

[timmmmmmsardga]

I can relate to this well - but you really need to fix up your grammar and spelling. Apart from that, I like it.