The smile of the girl i loved.

It was the first night that i had managed to sleep before midnight. It was about 1:00 am. My phone started ringing. I picked it up. Was too sleepy to read the contact tag before answering. She was crying. Not the 'im on my period' crying. More like the 'i am f*****g horrified and I cant even breathe' kind of crying. It was my girlfriend's sister. Liza.
- What is it? I said
- Its Alex.. She's on the bathroom floor in front of me. She isnt breathing Mike. She is pale and cold. She isnt moving Mike. She's dead.
My insides got so fucked up at that moment. It was like a bunch of colourfull fireworks started going off inside me. Each and every one of it carrying a different emotion. I tried not to feel them. To shut them down.

I shut my eyes. All i could see was her smile. The most beautifull smile i ever saw. A smile so true, so plain, so peacefull, so genuine. A smile so authentic and honest. I saw it slowly fading away while it ripped and dragged my heart into the abyss.
A unique smile that i will never get to see again.

Author's Note

Im young and english isnt my first language, i just wanted to share this short story of mine.