Tears Behind Smiling Face

December 26th, 2013

Tears Behind Smiling Face

My eyes at this round clock creep
Waiting for the time, when all we sleep
So I can share weird thoughts with myself
As I am Best friend as well to myself

Now the time is free too
Come out from myself and share you too
As you are the one feeling this same
Where we are shedding tears for the same

With this darkness am lying straight
Soon I closed my eyes, soon my demons arrives
I have nothing to share but these tears
Tears tears and these voiceless screams

Turning face with pillow dear
Who's always there for hiding my tears
To whom I share secret fears
Are you feeling same through this year?

Suddenly a sound, and mummy is there
She turn on light and I quickly removed my tears
And with sleepy face acting
What happen mummy?

And today is my bro's birthday
Alas! I am dying inside but putting fake smile for dears
I have to clap for this celebration but,
With each single clap there's striking tears

Darker night with scary thoughts
Dying denying and tears throughout
Lying alone with roaring fears
Oh Darker phase its enough dear

For how long I have to take?
Don't you want to go even for a while?
When I just want happiness for all
Then why I have these hurting tears?

~AK~

© Eve Ola

Reviews

[Penny]

I can see myself reciting every second line when I am sad - thats how much I can relate to this poem. Amazing work.

[Eve Ola]

glad someone relate it. Thanks dear :)

[Penny]

I am pleasured reading this.

[Aprille]

I can feel the sadness, the heartbreak and the burden of pretending that everything is fine, faking a smile when the truth lies within a crying heart every night.

[Eve Ola]

you felt it right way. Thanks for stopping by I do appreciate :)

[Aprille]

Somehow like the sadness on some of my poems. ;)
Anyway, you're welcome.

[anne]

an emotional write....very well penned.........

[Eve Ola]

Thank you so much Anne :)

[Luissanto]

Very somber and heartbreaking...Yet written with so much beauty and grace.
I am totally in love with your work... for it has so much meaning. Thank You for
sharing such an exquisite gift.

[Eve Ola]

Thanks a lot, your words blessed me more :)

[Ayushi]

Very emotional and desperate write..
Nicely penned :)

[Eve Ola]

Thanks Ayushi :)

[Wandering Minstrel]

Very beautifully done! The meanings expressed here are clearly understood. I can feel your heart in this

[Eve Ola]

Thanks for feeling me :)

[Vidya Bacchus]

Your poem is so full of emotion.I can feel the sadness and despair radiating out of your lines.Very good pen my friend :)

[Eve Ola]

Thanks Vidya! your words are so kind. Thanks :)

[Vidya Bacchus]

You are welcome :)

[J. K. Beach]

Avery poignant piece, Eve! I could feel every tear... you're writing from the heart... good job!

[Eve Ola]

your words always inspire. Thanks for liking this piece :)

[Matching Socks]

Very emotional poem here my friend, I felt sadness and pain in this one.
Good writing.

[Eve Ola]

Thanks for the feel :)