PrologueA Chapter by Eve O'ConnellStanding in this field, I breathe in and
let my mind wind back the clock. The wind picks up and a fresh flurry of
dandelion fireworks brushes my soft cheeks. It’s just how you would imagine it,
like a movie"flashes of memories buzzing through me, just behind my eyes,
searching for one in particular. Tock, tick, tock, tick…
There. It’s there. The one defining moment
in my life. Wow, it’s already been a year since then.
Three
hundred and sixty five days.
Eight
thousand, seven hundred and sixty hours.
This moment"surrounded by dandelions and a
stormy sky ready to unleash chaos"marks five
hundred and twenty five thousand, six hundred minutes of sheer greyness.
Grey is a funny thing. It isn’t a direct
colour, like red or blue. It’s what they call a shade, among its black and
white siblings. The thing about black and white though, is that they are much
more solid than their grey counterpart. Grey is the colour that connects the
two, however when standing alone, grey is just a wash of two other “shades”.
When you add grey to red, blue or yellow, you don’t create another beautiful
colour as you would with yellow and blue. That primary colour takes in the
grey, and becomes what it was, with a grey tinge.
Grey is like a soft void. I say soft void
because when you think of a void you’ll probably immediately think of an
infinite whiteness or blackness, not greyness. The grey I became familiar with
was the kind of shade that envelopes you with a soft, cool type of comfort.
It’s more trustworthy than black, white or a colour, because the complete
deprivation of boldness speaks to you on a more subtle level. It’s just a
softness that’s easy on your eyes, awash somewhere between sister white and
brother black.
Something hides behind the grey though.
Beyond the soft neutrality, there is another layer. Peeling back the grey is
like peeling the skin of man and discovering what lies underneath the surface.
If you are ever so bold as to venture from the lull of greyness, you may just
find out what lives in those reaches. What’s more, you may just find out what
lives within yourself. Reaching that point is a feat in itself, and don’t even
get me started on trying to return.
This past year has been a whirlwind.
Greyness moulded me into the person that
now stands in these stormy fields. © 2016 Eve O'ConnellAuthor's Note
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