the shame of being something elseA Poem by Meghan Reneethe struggle to accept that im bisexual has been long and hard.I spent last night hunched over a toilet until my insides were raw I don't remember why, but I'm sure it had something to do with the words my mother spoke "You only feel that way because you were raped," she said, claiming my feelings as her own If it is not my right to feel then why do I do so deeply? Often, I have found myself begging for forgiveness Locked inside my bedroom, sobbing into a pillow I plea to a God that does not listen Unclean and dammed I wonder if she was right Maybe if he hadn't touched me -- hadn't forced himself on me, I wouldn't be this way It's supposed to be comforting and yet that thought is as bitter as the bile. © 2019 Meghan ReneeReviews
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9 Reviews Added on March 28, 2019 Last Updated on November 1, 2019 Tags: bisexuality, lgbt+, lgbt, bisexual, trauma AuthorMeghan ReneeNCAboutWriting is both my passion and coping mechanism. When I was twelve/thirteen, I became incredibly depressed. I couldn't get out of bed and ended up dropping out of school for the next two years. Dur.. more..Writing
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