Notes~Diaries~4

Note~1

9/6/10-10/8/10

 

I really want to cry right now. I can't handle all the stress.. I've been holding back the tears for the past few weeks. I don't know how much longer I can hold them in. It'll probably be a few more days until I break down into the middle of class and began to cry.

 

I can't talk to anyone about. I mean, I want to.. but there are so many things going on that I'm not sure how to describe how I feel. The problems that are going on... really are staring to get to me now...

 

So now it comes to this...

 

Who are my true friends?

Why do I care so much if I become friendless?

Who can help me out?

Why Do I stresss out so much?

Why is this gettting to me?

 

 

Those are the few of the billions of questions that are coming in and out of my mind. Maybe, if I start going to church again... Things will stop stressing me out...