Notes~Diaries ~3

Note ~ 1

9/30/10

 

Okay so life is good right now. Nothing  much is wrong, except that I keep forgeting to do my homework. Lol, yeah my friends are so cool. Although, I always seem to be in the backround around my friends. I'm always getting teased by some of my friends but hey, it's my choice if I hang around them or not. My mom has been gone for about ... what.. 2 days..? I worry a lot about what's going on with where she is right now.

 

Okay, back to homework problems. I feel very overwhelmed with all the projects we get. After one project is done, we automatically get another. What throws me off task, is the new way the school grades things. Another that makes me nervous is finding out that we have to keep turning in things until we get it at least an average.

 

Now, to my friends. Most of my friends consider me as their "bestfriends". But one thing I don't understand is why. To me, a bestfriend is someone who you hang out with a lot, and someone who knows you so well, someone who goes over to your house and you go over to theirs, someone who knows at least, the basic things about you. And, most of my friends are just (to me, I don't know if it's the same for them), classmates who I enjoy talking to.

 

I only have one true bestfriend. She is nice, she enjoys it when I'm around. The reason why she's my only bestfriend is because she truely understands me. She always includes me in a conversation no matter what. She doesn't leave me behind, and for all the things she has done for me I really owe her. I am loyal, I'm always there for her, and I give her good advice. No word(s), can describe how greatful am I to have such a great friend like her.

 

Now, as I mentioned earlier, my mom has been gone awhile. It hasn't been that long, although a day without her seems like one thousand years without rain. She is one of the people who mean the world to me. I would really hate to lose her. I love her so much, lol.