Notes~Diaries ~2

Note 1~

9/29/10

(Evening)..

 

Oh no... my bestfriend is so close to finding out. What should I do? I know for a fact that I trust her. I just don't want her to get me into trouble. At least, not the way SHE did. SHE told my the consulor about my poem. Yes, it was very dark, and the words used in it were very EPIC but... I mean, those were just words. And what kinda bestfriend would sell their friend out? That isn't a friend at all! 

 

One thing I noticed is that... SHE is always trying to get into my business. SHE isn't my bestfriend but I don't tell her that. She's not in my class now, so I don't need to worry about her as much. Also, it'll be easier to keep a distance.

 

ANYWAYS... back to my secret/problem. My friends are always known for being awesome people. Yet, I don't want to worry them, so it's best if I tell them, when I feel like it's a good time to say it. I feel so wrong to be writing about it. Maybe I should stop.

 

This quote can sorta explain how I feel right now:

 

'True! -nervous- very, very dreadfully nervous I had been and am! but why will you say that I am mad?' -(Edgar Allan Poe)

 

I kept acting so guilty today... I bet that people already know what's up.. I just hope that no one says a word to anyone else.

 

Okay.. so I'm feeling much better now.. Except I'm still a bit worried.. Hm, maybe I should wait 'til the the day I move to tell my friends... Hm, so many thoughts...

 

Author's Note

Lol, the LONGEST note...