Can't Speak

A curse is what I have...

I've become so used to being ignored and left out that,

 

I can't speak what's on my mind..

Even if it's really important

 

I'm so used to keeping things to myself,

That now, I don't have the urge to be loud

 

I just don't know what to say

I just can't even say

 

What's on my mind because..

I'm so used to the silence

 

I like being alone now

I don't understand why

 

Why is the darkness consuming me?

Is I'm not doing anything bad?

 

The only thing I ever do,

Is be independent

I'm always seen on my own

 

Unlike most others my age,

Who have a group of friends

 

I'd rather travel alone

 

The silence pleases me

I don't know why

 

I can't speak as much anymore

 

The darkness is consuming me..

And I don't know why

 

Please someone...

Help me..

 

Help me find the answer

To why, I enjoy being on my own

 

I just really want someone to understand why

I'm always quiet

 

It's not my fault

Lately through the past months

I have turned into a deep thinker

 

Always deep into thought...

 

I never say a single word anymore

Well I do speak

 

But not as much

I just don't know why...

 

I lost my urge to speak

Even to the ones I love

 

Isn't that a problem?

 

Someone..

Give me advice

I want to know why

 

Because I know what I want to say

But words never come out

 

My words has dissappeared into the abyss of my lost dreams

 

Why can't I speak?

 

I used to be a weird crazy girl

 

Now I can't even talk to my own bestfriend

Or anyone else

 

Please someone...

Tell me why..

 

Reviews

[nono]

No I can't speak your a very talented writer I like this a lot keep it up!! I always look forward to reading your next write!!