Change

Life would always slip by me

I would in be my room

Siting alone writing a story

 

One day I dropped my pen

Looked outside and wondered

 

Is this really what I want?

 

Lately I've been worried

[And I know that I worry a LOT.]

But lately it's been worse than before

 

What if when I move

I can't get a best friend?

Will I have to sit alone?

 

For now it's like

I can't control my pen when I write

I can't come up with something amazing

 

I'm too worried that

I won't make any friends

 

I can't dream

I can't sleep

 

 

My mind is filled with scary thoughts

I am up all night

Scared wondering, if things will alright

 

Change

Is the one thing that scares me the most

 

I like to do new things

But why must I leave when

Things here are so great

I have so many people

In my group of friends

 

I spend every moment in fear

That life will never be the same

Over the past few years I have found

Good friends

 

And I'm afraid I'll be alone

'Cause in the past

That's how it was

I would sit alone

 

But now I'm older

I shouldn't be afraid

But I just can't help to think

 

Who would want to be friends with me?

 

I'm special in my own way

But why can't other just see that?

They think of me in the wrong ways

 

I can't control

Anything...

Maybe this year ...

I should hide ....

 

 

Reviews

[nono]

I like this. Everyone needs something new to happen sooner or latter! Lol I hate change, but after a while things get better and you might even meet new people that become your friends :D. So change is good, but it can also be bad. Sometimes change is something we don't want. Sometimes we just want to crawl under a rock to get away. And you manged to capture that feeling perfectly nice job!

[Luna Northstar]

I like your poem.. message me :)