Lost

She and I got into an arguement

Over the subject of this question that she asked me:

 

"Who are you?"

 

She said she didn't even know me anymore

She told me about all the times

We would talk and have fun

 

She explained to me in clear details

Of how much I am not the same

 

Unlike my poem:

 

'Stay The Same.'

 

I have not stayed the same.

 

I have changed in so many ways

That she was right

She didn't even know who I was anymore

She liked who I was before

 

But yet somehow,

Between all the sadness

I changed more than you think

 

I wasn't so sad, back then

I was happy, and I love my life

 

But ever since I could remember

Over the past few years

I am not the same

I am only a shattered mirror

Of what I pretend to be:

A girl who is never happy. A girl who has no happiness. A girl who only loves, me, myself, and I.

 

But no

That isn't me?

I don't care about being happy

 

I care about those who I love being happy

I love many things in this world

 

But I also fear lots of things

 

"As if anyone cares." -I would always say

 

I realize I was stupid and selfish

I, myself don't know who I am.

 

I'm so very confused, and scared of this world

And because of that, I tend to push others away lately

I say:

"I'm okay."

When I know I'm not.

I just don't want them to worry.

I fear everything, except

I don't fear, or question

Having all my faith that everything will be okay.

Reviews

[Angie Diane♥&hea..]

I feel like this all of the time because people tell me this all the time. Slowly I am going back to my old self. I just have someone to thank for that. You need someone in your life that will make you happy. They will show you that they care and that they want to care. They will love you forever. You will find that one day. My ex said that to me everyday of my life since we broke up, but it's true I have changed. I have changed so much from when we first met four years ago when we were in eighth grade. You will get better don't worry. Thanks for sharing. :)

[Jocelin]

Srry you must b lost in this
Smile:)

[al25]

This is very well written. I like how the poem is writen as a dialogue between you and him. This makes the poem real. Enjoyed reading this.

[Coyote Poetry]

Easy to be fear but be fearless. Want answers to questions that can't be answered. The change in mind and spirit is the will of the person. When forced may cause revolution. A very interesting poem. Last line is the truth. We must figure out what we want. A excellent poem.
Coyote

[KaySea]

very nice. well done

[Daydreamer54]

I like the picture u used with this! I'm sure everthing will work out for the good in the end!

[nono]

Everyone feels like this sometime....But everyone pulls through...It's no big deal....Things get hard but they get easier and sometimes we make things harder for ourselves. I liked this poem it was nice and very powerful....You just gotta have faith....:)

[(JR) Joshua Hernandez]

wow, very cool, I like it, I love reading poems like this ha ha, hm, great poem

[vincentbals]

nice work. everything will be okay indeed, just have faith in yourself. good luck.