Stupid Girl

I had the chance in my hands

Right in front of me

Was another way to find my answers

I never told you the truth

 

I always hid how I really felt

I never really said

How much you mean to me

 

I hid my feelings

While you were open to me

You told me how you felt

 

But for some reason

I can't tell you anything

 

I can't tell you why

I had to go to

When you know I really didn't have to

 

I could never explain why I said no

Although my heart kept saying yes

 

I lied, and said that I don't want you to like me

 

Can't you see through that little lie?

 

You liked me but

I only pushed you father away

 

The more you talk to me

 

The more I will try to ignore you

Can't you see that?

 

I think not.

 

I wanted to tell you that I love you.

 

But the words just would not come out

 

If you knew...

 

Would you say that you love me?

 

Or should I keep it a secret forever?

 

Who knows, only God knows

 

I just wish that God

Would help me out

I wish for a miracle

 

I hope that I can tell him the truth

Sometime soon.

Reviews

[Red Crown]

I don't really think this girl was stupid ^^
But people really do useless things to show their love don't they ?
Maybe just by smiling to him or just being happy to see him would be more than enough
Perhaps these could be the words of your heart ?

The only thing that really bothered me is...
I personally... would never let anything in the hands of God

note: Well... I don't really know if you write "with your heart" or something like that, but I like to read thinking that you did. Just saying =p

[Angie Diane♥&hea..]

I don't either. I do understand that people think they are stupid, but they aren't. Even if they think you are in love. This has good questions raised in this as well. I like this though. Thanks for sharing. :)

[Coyote Poetry]

Life is long. Always more time to express what you feel. I ate lunch with a girl for nine month being afraid of rejection. She had to request the date. Life is fair. I like this poem. The kind desire and hope in your words. We need hope and great dreams. Without them we would be empty. A outstanding poem.
Coyote

[al25]

Good job. I like the rhetorical questions. Anyaway the poem flows very well. Enjoyed reading this.

[Daydreamer54]

WEll hood luck with that! I'm sure even thing will work out for the good in the end! :) Trust me, i've been there before. Wanting to tell a guy how you feel but u kwwp holding back. One thing you'll regret in life, are the risks u didn;t take.

[(JR) Joshua Hernandez]

oh shes not stupid, just confused, as we all are, and God will work his way, which is the best way for anyone,just pray :), He'll put someone into her life, any way good poem very good.

[Sports Girl]

Aww this is sad and good. I've been there before so i could relate. Nicely done

[Closed Account]

Awwww, this is sooo sad):
It's a really good poem, though, even though it's sad. I can definitely relate to this. Great job with the poem!(: