Maybe

I lay awake at night

Wanting to talk to you

I wish I could back in time

To get you back

 

 

Days go by as I stay lonely

I see my friends outside having a good time

When all I want is to be left alone to think about

 

Why did this have to happen?

Why aren't I ever satisfied?

Why can't I erase what happened?

 

I then think about this questions all day until

I begin to pray to God

Because I have no other option, then to lay awake all night every night

I wish I could take back those words I said

And maybe you would still be my friend

 

Maybe one day you will find it in your heart to forgive me

Maybe I will never have a friend as good as you.

 

I lost everything, everyone.

 

Well I lost everyone who understood me...

They all gave up, and walked out on me...

I felt alone, lonely, and guilty.

 

I began to wish on a star that night, and then nothing happened.

 

My life was the same, filled with tears, lies, me being alone, and lots of betrayal.

 

I wish someday I can meet someone who understands me.

Someone who truely can see past my fake smiles that I keep on most of the time.

Reviews

[Anonymous]

You couldn't imagine how much I understand this. I've been through this all before. Trust me, its not an easy thing. Some people say I play my friends and go through them like tissues, but I loved them more than life, and I did so many things I'll regret forever.
I loved this poem. It was so beautiful. 100/100.

_Cloud

[Emunah June.]

Excellent write, and I think it gets to everyone right where it counts...in the heart. I really enjoyed this and can't wait for more!

[(JR) Joshua Hernandez]

wow, amazing, I know youll find someone, theres always somone out there, one that, no matter what happens will care and be an amazing person for you...

[Daydreamer54]

Wow, this is the deepest sadest thing I read from you! it;s wonderful! Keep up the good worl and I wish u the best! :)