chapter 6: what is lost can not be found

so are you on the edge of your seat?

"nevermind" i say as i begin to roll over toward the other side of my bed.  darien grabs my arm and makes me face him "saphire, your so unfair," he says casually then kisses me. it wasnt like the last time, it was more intense. he kissed me as if it were our last kiss. im the one to end it, even though i dont want to. "what the hell does that mean? " i ask trying to catch my breath. "SEE you are so unfair.........i really wish you would stop teasing me...." "what do you mea.." he grabs my hand in his, "it means i. love. you. saphire. but every time i think you realize how i feel you pull back........ you are so cruel" "I am not cruel!" did he really just say he loves me..........or am i imaging things...?   "i just told you i love you and all you can do is yell at me about calling you cruel...........see my point exactly......." before i can protest i feel his lips upon mine again not so hard this time but gentlle and passionate. "so cruel" he mutters under his breath. as the night progresed we made love, it was all i had ever hoped for and ever could want. when i awake i see darien's marble chest, so tight and firm. he is so handsome. i write him a note saying i will be right back that i went to pick flowers nearby. as i walk through the meadow i think about how much he means to me and how i cant believe what just happend. suddenly a bag is thrown over my head and im being dragged off theres nothing i can do but with my last ounce of energy i find myself screaming "DARIEN,DARIEN, DARIENNNNNNNNNNNN"